It’s hard
devoting myself to my own projects. I struggle every week, going back and
forth. I’ve got this ever-present threat of the semester looming, and part of
me wants to work on it, to cross it off the list. Another part of me still
can’t bear to face it, so I only cross off simple stuff instead of working on
the meat of it.
I think I
can finally put it aside until August, putting my own projects front and
center, which is where they should be. I’ve got a lot to do, and I actually
want to get this stuff done. I feel like I’ve been away from it for too long.